right now

right now I am

enjoying a quiet house

sipping Evening in Missoula tea

wearing flannel

missing the noise of wakeful children

embracing autumn’s beauty

mourning the loss of summer’s warm (er) waters

praying for dear friends and family who are ill, lonely, wanting and hurting

feeling grateful for my health and my beautiful children who amaze me every day

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Kindergarten!

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Wren started kindergarten last week. How did that happen?! I can’t quite believe it, but at the same time it seems just about right. She’s absolutely ready for it and tells me that so far she’s “rocking Kindergarten!” The day after Kindergarten started she was singing and dancing around, “I’ve been waiting my whole life for this day. I’m finally in Kindergarten!” Um, OK, five year old…

Even though she’s excited about it, full of confidence, popping out of bed in the morning, excited about new friends and learning Spanish and writer’s workshop… I have been grieving the loss of my baby. It really struck me right before Kindergarten started. I was a wreck. But the day came I was able to hold it together. This isn’t really about me. Roots and wings, roots and wings.

You’ve got roots and we’ll continue to nourish those for the rest of your life, but birdie, you’ve got WINGS. Fly!

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